Lazy Dazy Saturday

Someone is shouting my name calling me Noy! Noy! Noy! I heard my nickname 8 or 9 times being shouted to me by none other than - my mom. She was waking me up cause I promised her we'll go to the market this day. So I said "Ma What is it?" she said "Wake up! its 8.00 already and we have to go now to the market. I was still in bed when I said I was coming down. I was thinking I am so tired can we go to the market some other time. But I stand up, brush my teeth, change my clothes and went down. When I was down I greeted my mom and my dad goodmorning. Then I ate 2 pandesals and drank water. Then I said to my mom that I was ready to go. 

At the market my mom bought first vegetables and fruits before buying chicken and halaan(its the mini version of oysters) then we went back to the house. I was thinking about going to sleep when we arrive to our house but instinct tells me that my mom would blab me if I sleep again. So I went to our storage room outside to get some materials to clean upstairs. Before I started to clean I turn on my PC and started checking all of my erday accounts online. It took me 4 hours of idling because I got lazy to clean. Then my mom was shouting and asking me to come down to eat lunch.  After a half and hour we finished eating and I went back uptairs and it took me another hour before I started to clean. It only took me 1 hour and a half to clean what I needed to clean. Then I took a shower and idle again in my computer. 

dreamonmonstersss...

I dreamt the weirdest dream. I was DATING  I never knew dreams could be vivid as that but I was happy that I experienced it even if its not going to happen. It started when someone from my school asked me if I was going somewhere else after school and hfu said that we should hang out after school at glorietta. And I was like why ask me to hang out with you as if we have known each other for a period of time. And aod said yeah I know that's why Im asking you to hang out with me so I could know you better. And I dont know what happen next but I was with hfoafo talking about stuff I usually talk about hahahah myself. What a selfish bitch I am. We were at the smoking place in glorietta near the Timezone at the back of Starbucks usually that is where "smokers hang out". I asked him if I was too much of nuisance for shdau because I was the only one talking and telling shit stories and ahf was looking at my eyes and saying ok stop talking but hfuahf said that talk more..And I just keep on talking while sauhd laughs at my silly jokes my gayish/sooopranooo voice. The he asked me if I was hungry and I said "yeah" shuahdu asked "where do you want eat" I said "Mcdonalds" and dafos just laughed at me and said ok Mcdonalds it is. There we ate at Mcdonalds and talk more we laugh we ate we laugh I ate and then I said its getting late I need to go home now. And oajask said ok. And then before I go I gave dnnnks a kissed on the cheeks which made me giggle in excitement. And that is the part when I woke up feeling all rosy and guddaaahhh.... :P  perfect fantasy dream as I recall it.. this is all for now cheerrios folkers...! :)

Well, this was posted and read

During our class at game authoring last thursday, October 7 I illustrated the first level of environment for my game in finals. It is a role-playing game made in Flash cs4 and illustrated in cs3 illustrator. What I imagined for the first level 

is a graveyard full of iconic monsters from different stories like count dracula, the werewolf, the witch etc. which will be the enemies of it and the hero of course an original name which is the combination of monster and frankenstein (credits goes to the respective creators of monsters and frankenstein) is Monsterstein. He is a skeletal monster who was revived by a scientist name Charles Harnstein. The objective of the game is to save his reviver/inventor. Where the graveyard is the starting point of the Hero.I'll finish up the level 1 platform this week and show it to you guys. :) well that's all for my gamefreaks for now I havent figure out which is which.

Well this is a sketch that I made practicing my photoshop skills, and geez Im still not good enough. The model for this art is Ashley Gosiengfiao (Credits for the photo of the photographer-anonymous and Ashley) I realized that Im digitally painting the wrong way and its just so sad that I wasnt able to figure that out sooner and Im sad about it... :( cause I practiced a medium completely different from how others paint it in photoshop.  Good thing my schoolmate Nico Dela Cruz tagged me a video on how to digital paint cause im having a hard time with hair and eyebrows and eyes...then when I watched the video woalaaa... I figured out what Im doing wrong I didnt know that I should distribute the layers and put it in a different folders (ex. folder eye, folder nose etc...) so that I could re edit them if I did something horrible and plus its kinda neat if presented. :)

here is an example of a sketch that I made in photoshop the character is my own original character no photo reference on this one. I call her Maldita she represents all the malditas who feel so high about themselves. Pride ika nga. and the bottom picture is a digital painting of my friend Kate Ramiro. Well She doesnt like the painting cause her nose was ugly but she did like the lips...she loved it actually and I loved it too..Well, I did agree that I made a mistake in sketching her but I promised her that I'll definitely make a painting for her thats worth printing I just have to do a lot more of sketches so that I can be better :)

Cheeerrriiiooossss!!! 

This is an artwork that I've made 30 minutes ago. The title of this is Langit-Lupa(Heaven and Land) it's an inspiration of the game in philippines langit-lupa. Langit Lupa is a popular kid's game in the philippines during my time. I don't know if it's still popular to children nowadays. 

A Song Whore's Tune.

Do you know the song of Taking Back Sunday - This Photograph is proof? I like that song so much. A very meaningful song. I first heard this song last year in youtube after my friend Lean showed me cosplayer star Alodia Gosiengfiao. Her sister Ashley was in a band when Lean told me that she was her schoolmate back at highschool in Miriam. Well, lets go back to the song, Actually I first heard the song covered by Ashley Gosiengfiao then I search for the original track and then boom! Taking Back Sunday gave me GBumps! geez! Can't hardly believe that a rock song can be so ecstatic. Ash did a goodjob covering the song almost as good as the original but her version was still raw. Enough of the comparison they're just both different pumpkins. Lets go back to my main reason why Im writing a blog about the song. There is a part in the song which struck to me very frankly. Here's the part that got me "remember more then youd like to forget" - Taking Back Sunday Lyrics. Yes! This was the most frantic thing I've heard in a rocksong/emo whatever genre of Rock it is. Because it's very raw, The way the vocalist sang that part was like orgasm with romance. A kind of feeling you'll know that you got and never will get. You knew already that the relationship will be over soon yet you still continue to play along with what you have in you partner. Until you want him/her to remember instead of forgetting. You already accepted that what you have with your partner will eventually will get to the expiration date.

Vague thoughts about LOVE

Is it enough to love the one you love? Im speaking for the one person that'll make your world loose its edge. A question that up until now have been answered by many but didn't like the outcome of their answers. Love is such a vague feeling that anybody could feel for someone that showed them a relationship that could exceed friendship. For me loving is like a gamble it depends whether you want to give in 100/50/30 percent of your heart it always depends whether the outcome of your stakes win. It takes your mind your heart and your self to know the right answer for this question. Because in the world we're living in we have to take our decision into a fast phase process wherein you decide because it's what you think appropriate for the benefit of all.